unknown future

As many know, the future is about the most unknown nebulous thing.  You reach those times where as much as you wish you could anchor yourself down, change is inevitable.  That I believe is happening in my life, no matter how much I wish otherwise.  A person I have loved for decades is slowly fading from my life, whether temporary or permanent is to be seen.  I truly wish it weren’t so, but it seems as if every motion causes the opposite of what is desired to occur.

This is a silent wish into the ether, hoping for things to change.  With the current trend I doubt, but I can hope, wish.